Nurthon Blog

Pain - made to order
Pain - made to order
Pain - made to order
Pain

I'm not the second coming, I'm the first wave
Better get an army, cuz the fire left me unscathed
You betcha bottom dollar I'm the top of the shit pile
So stick around cuz I'll get to you in just a few
Step off the achtung, get back or get stung
Idiotic sense of yourself, are you that dumb?
Entire legion of me, totalitarian
The one and only muthafucka, top of the world man

Cuz I can't stand it, planned it, gonna crash land it
In other words, consider me branded
Another version of me, another version of you
Both barrels - what you gonna do?

All I hear is human noise
You made your own fuckin' choice
I belong to only me
Silence for my revelry

I can only die over time
Filthy hands, stay away from mine
Every reason is a right to hate
Painful clutch - death is fine, gimme mine

Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away

Somebody explain this
You don't care cuz you don't exist
What the fuck is this another joke?
Reckoning!

Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away(Walks away)
Only one of us walks away(Walks away)
Only one of us walks away(Walks away)
Only one of us walks away(Walks away)

My freedom is best
Whole country's on house arrest
And everyone's a suspect
You can't feel the flow because you died
Face down on a "suicide"
The muthafucker's on self-destruct
Nobody guardin' your back, it's all a front
Save this! My rage is bliss!
I'm takin' names and gettin' pissed!

Where's Chuck D when ya need him?
You ain't shit, just a puddle on the
Bed spread
The maniac psycho
Cool j screamed the shit
But I still can't believe it
Man, it's funny that you scare me so
Just enough to fuck me up again and again
Hard life is hard as hell
Better back the fuck on up now
Cuz this is...

No kind of life! This is no kind of life!
(I've got to get out!)
It's no kind of life! This is no kind of life!
(You can't blame me!)

Can't be real no more - Your mask is skin and bone
Savor every flavor you got cuz it's not your own
Bad-ass at bat, man
Forget about the battle, it's the war we gotta win
Breathe! Amer-cult, Breathe! On more - Seethe!
Freak like you gotta pair
Won't be my fault
When you're painted in the corner of a no-good life
This is...

No kind of life! This is no kind of life!
(I've got to get out!)
It's no kind of life! This is no kind of life!
(You can't blame me!)

I can't remember, I don't understand,
Is it malice that makes you this way?
Carry it with you 'til someone forgives you
I laugh cuz there's nothing to say
You can't begin to consider the
Palpable hate in the air when you're here
None of us wonder what weather you're under
You're making it perfectly clear!

Lights ain't on - shit ain't right
Never had peace but I got to fight
Can you look in my eyes when my back's against the wall
Slash at my eyes, surprise, you'll never get me
You're all reality and sound bites
And the freedom is never in plain sight
The feelings, the question, the price is too
Human, for fucking sake - This is...

No kind of life! This is no kind of life!
(I've got to get out!)
It's no kind of life! This is no kind of life!
(You can't blame me!)

I can't be
I can't be blamed!

I'm ethereal, my children are legion, serial
They stick to my skin like beloved cysts
I tear away with my nails and teeth and fists
Touch the hands of inverted saints
Follow my heart through the threaded pain
Callow man is a sentinel screaming
I see the future; the future is bleeding

Sores, every goddamn minute I can feel 'em now
Like a virus, you will never kill me now
Goin' underground, comin' on like hepatitis
We're out - and you can't reshape us
Another bug in the construct
Tearin' up the main bus B
Zeros and ones are everything - execute me

Everywhere you look, it's like they know
Their fingerprints are hidden by CONTROL
This is where the line is drawn, see
YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME

What do you need to see? Ya feel the impact?
Gotta retract - everybody get back
What is this? It's like a big conspiracy
Fields of dejected morbid progeny
They always say that it's always our fault
But everything we say is taken with a grain of salt
Man, it's always the same, if we talk or complain
We only wanna upset the balance
How's it feel to be the New Abortion?
The only generation to suffer extortion

Everywhere you look, it's like they know
Their fingerprints are hidden by CONTROL
This is where the line is drawn, see
YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME

YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME

I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for
The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor
I need a minute to elaborate for everyone the
Everyday abusive things that you have done

Your impossible ego fuck is like a
Megalomaniacal tab on my tongue
And if you touch me I will rip you apart
I'll reach in and take a bite out of that
bitch you call a heart...

I know why you blame me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you plague yourself

I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell
I wanna understand why, but I'm hurting myself
I haven't seen a lotta reasons to stop it
I can't just drop it
I'm just a bastard, but at least I admit it
At least I admit it

I know why you blame me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you plague yourself

YEAH!

I know why you blame me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you plague yourself


I know you blame me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you plague yourself
I know why you plague yourself
I know why you plague yourself

I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for.
The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor.
I need a minute to elaborate for everyone the
Everyday bullshit things that you have done

Your impossible ego fuck is like a
Megalomaniacal tab on my tongue
You fucking touch me I will rip you apart
I'll reach in and take a bite out of that
Shit you call a heart...

I don't mind being ogled, ridiculed
Made to feel minuscule
If you consider the source, its kinda pitiful
The only thing you really know about me is...
...that's all you'll ever know

I know why you blame me (yourself)
I know why you plague me (yourself)

I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell
I wanna understand why, but Im hurting myself
I haven't seen a lot of reasons to stop it
I cant just drop it
I'm just a bastard, but at least I admit it
At least I admit it

I know why you blame me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you plague yourself

Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you
Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you
I cant fucking take it anymore
A snap of the synapse
And now its fucking war
Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you

Gone - I couldn't murder your promise
Right before my eyes
The revolutions of my psychosis
Kept me outta the way

Once - inside - all I hold is ash...

Fail - suppressing every feeling
I'm in so much pain
I have every fuckin' right to hate you
I can't take it!

The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you
Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you

My demise - I took a life worth living and
Made it worth a mockery
I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me

Who are you to me? Who am I to you?
Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?
By default, you are my only link to the outside
Psychosomatic suicide
Where were you when I was down?
Can you show me a way...
To face everyday with this face - goodbye

My demise - I took a life worth living and
Made it worth a mockery
I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me

When I blur my eyes, they make the whole
World breath - I see you fucking me
And I am absolutely controlling every urge
To mutilate - the one and only answer
So much for memories...
I wanna dress in your insecurities
And be the perfect human - I'm through
I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe
Here we go - the ultimate irony

Inside!
Inside!
Inside!
Inside!
Inside!
Inside!
Inside!
Inside!

Giving into what has got me
Feeling claustrophobic, scarred
Severed me from all emotion
Life is just too fucking hard
SNAP! Your face was all it took
Cuz this need ain't doin' me no good
Fall on my face, but can't you see?
This fucking life is killing me!

Tearing me- Inside
Tearing me- Inside
Tearing me- Inside
Tearing me- Inside

Too far gone, I'm catatonic
Leaving you to criticize
Empty shell and running naked
All alone, lobotomized
Back and forth between my hang ups
It isn't easy to be hated
When do ya go? Whaddaya do?
Simpleton, impromptu, crazy eight
I never cared, not once
Gotta get away!

Tearing me - Inside
Tearing me - Inside
Tearing me - Inside
Tearing me - Inside

I wasn't promised a thing
You keep mocking me
But you will never again
Before you know it- after you're gone

Somos feos y apestamos pero reinamos joto muthafucka

I wasn't promised a thing
You keep mocking me
But you will never again
Before you know it- after you're gone

Gone

Who am I?

There we go,long before
a different reason to die
I'm reborn!
I'm not a slave,sick and dead
There is not another way
get out of my head!

Life without dead!
Another way to escape!
Life without dead!
I'm gettin' right in your face!
Life without dead!
Evil thoughts confuse your brain!
Life without dead!
And it's fuckin' insane!

Shot out in,a broken world
messed up and dead
it makes you hurl!
Vigorously,wept for a cure
Melodramatic enimies
the anger will stir!

Life without dead!
Another way to escape!
Life without dead!
I'm gettin' right in your face!
Life without dead!
Evil thoughts confuse your brain!
Life without dead!
And it's fuckin' insane!

Nothing,left to,say it's,over.....!
You know you're crazy and distraught!
Here are some lessons I have taught!
People don't matter,they'll stab you in the back!
Shut you outside so they can laugh!

Life without dead!
Another way to escape!
Life without dead!
I'm gettin' right in your face!
Life without dead!
Evil thoughts confuse your brain!
Life without dead!
And it's fuckin' insane!

Liberate - My madness
(One of me, all of you)
Liberate - My madness
I just want to...
Liberate - My madness
(One of me, all of you)
Liberate - My madness!

Section off myself
Put a wall up/What the hell have I done
Keep the dog at bay
Survive by saving me!
Values and the game
Not a fuck-up - Not a part of your lie
I am one, I am all - I'm above and beyond!

stand off of the shit
back off or I'll spit
So soft, you forgot
Your garbage in is garbage out
You don't give a shit
I won't play the fit
Get off, get on this
Your garbage in is garbage out
Liberate my madness...

Liberate - My madness
(One of me, all of you)
Liberate - My madness
I just want to...
Liberate - My madness
(One of me, all of you)
Liberate - My madness


I am not ashamed
What is vital, isn't always humane
You can break in vain
But you can't break away
Even in my face
Lotta bullshit, not alotta the truth
I can't see from here
But I can smell your fear

Back off of the shit
Stand off or I'll spit
So soft, you forgot
Your garbage in is garbage out
You don't give a shit
I won't play the fit
Get off, get on this
Your garbage in is garbage out

Saved - You're such a slave - I don't expect a
Name - You don't care - I wasn't witness -
I can't be a part of a system such as this
Hard eyes - Glow right - In my - Darkness - Again
With the sickness, rengade sisters, blisters,
Salivate, litigate, liberate, madness, sadness
Fuck this - How long have I had this?
I don't need this - Outta my business
Insert, engage, betray, MY GOD
FRAUD
FRAUD
FRAUD

Liberate - My madness
Liberate - My madness
I just want to...
Liberate - My madness
Liberate - My madness

I've known
Faces that have disappeared in time
Find me wrapped in glass and slowly soaked in lime
All my friends have pictures made to make you cry
I've seen this and wondered
What I've done to calcify...

(I ignore you)
As i close my eyes,
I feel it all slipping away
(I come towards you)
We all got left behind,
We let it all slip away
(I ignore you)
As i close my eyes,
I feel it all slipping away
(I come towards you)
We all got left behind,
We let it all slip away

I can't stand to see
Your thalidomide robot face
i Don't even try it!You had to be a liar just to
Infiltrate me-I'm still drowning!

(I ignore you)
As i close my eyes,
I feel it all slipping away
(I come towards you)
We all got left behind,
We let it all slip away
(I ignore you)
As i close my eyes,
I feel it all slipping away
(i come towards you)
We all got left behind,
We let it all slip away

Take this away
Take this away
I can feel it on my mouth
I can taste you on my fingers
I can hear you like the Holy Ghost
And kill you if you get too close

(I ignore you)
As i close my eyes,
I feel it all slipping away
(I come towards you)
We all got left behind,
We let it all slip away
(I ignore you)
As i close my eyes,
I feel it all slipping away
(I come towards you)
We all got left behind,
We let it all slip away

We let it all slip away (Repeated)4x
We let it all slip,
We let it all slip away
Slip away(fading),(5x)
(Faint Laughter)

Cycle of life and death supposedly
goes 'round and 'round yet it stops with me
Glorious hunter of my faith I have sinned
Killers are quiet like the the breath of the wind

Filling the shadows with forms of my own
Raised by kindred of Get I was born
Abomination world in disarray
Killers are quiet when they seek the vitae

Reflection beckons a portal shard
Spiritual quest I must stay on guard
Stepping sideways between worlds I shift
Killers are quiet when they are born with the gift

Beautiful anguish cast out by my race
Now one thats ageless I save my own face
I write my own laws with death I break bread
Killers are quiet when they come from my head

Jumpdafuckup!

Muthafucka you don't understand all my hate!
Muthafucka you don't understand all my rage!
Muthafucka you don't understand all my pain!
Muthafucka you don't understand......

You seem to sever all my frequencies
I'm tethered to your energies
And everything turns inside out
I can't be killed but I'm not too proud.....
Maybe you would like to peak through the curtain
At the same mistake you know you always make, but...
All I really wanna know is
Are you gonna lay the fuck back down
Or jumpdafuckup?

Walking in the streets and looking at all this shit
I'm full of hate, don't fuck with me
Walking in the streets and looking at all this shit
Open up your eyes and fucking see
We got the tribe against society
We got to fight the real enemy
Get the fuck up, stand the fuck up, back the fuck up!

All this is making things a bit insane
And I don't care who stares or stays
The only thing that matters is
Will you reach out if you can't resist?
Maybe you don't give a shit for the rest of us
But if you do the time is now, if it ever was
If you're gonna fight, whatcha gonna do?......
Jumpdafuckup!

Muthafucka you don't understand all my hate!
Muthafucka you don't understand all my rage!
Muthafucka you don't understand all my pain!
Muthafucka you don't understand......

How dare you single out my honesty?
Compare me to your travesties?
I only wanna see you fight
The darkness you wanna live your life by......
And if you're gonna quit
I don't give a shit
What the fuck? I'm a Mack truck
Are you gonna give up like a bitch
Or jumpdafuckup?

Walking in the streets and looking at all this shit
I'm full of hate, don't fuck with me
Walking in the streets and looking at all this shit
Open up your eyes and fucking see
We got the tribe against society
We got to fight the real enemy
Get the fuck up, stand the fuck up
fuck the fuck up

I'm a self-destructive piece of shit
Smear me in
I don't owe you a goddam thing
This life never had the swing
I don't wanna be immortal or legend or anything
Cause the longer I'm alive, the better of you'll be
Get ready for epitome... come on and pity me...
Will you kill me if I say please?

I'm the same old reason not to try
What the hell?
Beat to death with a shovel and a new smell
Come and get me; Mom would never let me do it
I'm ruined, I don't want anything from you
Cause I've got nothing left to prove, come on
My time, everything feels fine, goodbye
Killing from the inside

Relax... it's over, you belong to me;
I fill your mouth with dirt;
Relax... it's over, you can never leave;
I take your second digit with me ... Love...;
You are... my first, I can barely breathe;
I find you fascinating;
You are... my favorite, lay you down to sleep;
It's all that I can do to stop...
Love...;
So blue... so broken, paper doll decays;
I haven't left you yet;
So cold... subversive, your eyes are full of bleach;
Tomorrow, I will go away again... Love...;
YOU ARE MINE, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE;
I CAN TEAR YOU APART;
I CAN RECOMBINE YOU;
ALL I WANT IS TO COVET YOU ALL;
YOU BELONG TO ME;
I WILL KILL YOU TO LOVE YOU.

Many have come and gone,
Still left out of the guttural swansong
Takin' nothin' but the best in the area,
Givin' me grief, but fucker I'll stare you -
down, 2-3 you're out of there,
Maybe it's me but I'm frantic, in a panic
Ain't never had a problem since you stopped comin' here
Big man walkin' but bitch, I'm still talkin'

Can't you see it's gotta be this way?

Gimme any reason why I'd need you (boy)
Gimme any reason why I'd need you (boy)
Gimme any reason why I'd need you (boy)
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up

Ain't gonna leave and you know I'm never gone fade,
Here it comes again, gotta burn again
Time now, throw down, don't dirty me,
Right on your ugly-ass face cuz

I aint the one who let you in,
And I ain't the one who set you off
But I know damn well when someone's pushing my buttons,
Let tell you somethin', I'LL PUSH YOU BACK!

"Soon as that camera is off, he's gonna fuck that little dog."

Gimme any reason why I'd need you (boy)
Gimme any reason why I'd need you (boy)
Gimme any reason why I'd need you (boy)
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up

Gimme any reason why I'd need you (bitch)
Gimme any reason why I'd need you (bitch)
Gimme any reason why I'd need you (bitch)
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up

You're made of flesh....
(What I'm focused on)

The whole world is my enemy - and I'm a walking target
Two times the devil with all the significance
Dragged and raped for the love of a mob
I can't stay - because I can't be stopped
Eat motherfuckers alive who cross us
I know you're all tired of the same ol' bosses
Let me tell you how it's gonna be
I'm gonna kill anyone who steps up in front of me

Welcome to the same ol' fucking scam
Same ol' shit in a dead fad

Everybody wants to be so hard
Are you real or a second rate sports card?
They all lost their dad or their wife just died
They never got to go outside - SHUT UP
Nobody gives a fuck
it doesn't change the fact that you suck

(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

Now I'm not pretty and I'm not cool
But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud - so fuck you
Standing out is the new pretension
Sreamline the (sic)ness, half-assed aggression
You gotta see it to believe it, we all got conned
All the mediocre sacred cows we spawned
Put your trust in the mission
We will not repent - this is our religion

(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

I AM HATED
YOU ARE HATED
WE ARE HATED
I AM HATED

Everything sucks and I can prove it
Everybody dies, shuffle on, remove it
Individuals, indispensable
I'm the paradox deity vessel
...the other side holds no secret
But this side is done, I don't need it
Before you go, you should know you're breaking down
You'll be rotten by the time you're underground

*Fuck You*

(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

(We Are) The source of conscience
(We Are) Distorted sentients
There's only one thing left
And I can't leave until it's sated
(We Are) The absolute
(We Are) Controlling you
They're closing in, I can't escape
I AM HATED

8 7 6 6 6 5 4 3 2 1

YEAH

I'm a pop star threat and I'm not dead yet
got a super dread bet with an angel drug head
like a dead beat winner, I wanna be a sinner
an idolized bang for the industry killer
a hideous man that you don't understand
throw a suicide party and I'm guaranteed to fuckin snap
it evilsonic, it's pornoholic
breakdowns, obscenities, its all i wanna be

if you're 555, then I'm 666
if you're 555, then I'm 666
Well if you're 555 then I'm 666
(whats it like to be a heretic?)
If you're 555 then I'm 666
(whats it like to be a heretic?)


everybody's so infatuated
everybody's so completely sure of what we are
everybody defamates from miles away
but face to face
they haven't got a thing to say
I bleed for this and I bleed for you
still you look in my face like I'm somebody new
toy, nobody wants anything I've got
which is fine because you're made of everything I'm not

if you're 555, then i'm 666
if you're 555, then i'm 666
Well if you're 555 then I'm 666
(whats it like to be a heretic?)
If you're 555 then I'm 666
(whats it like to be a heretic?)

YEAH

Humph,argh,HERETIC

YEAH

30 seconds, 16, 8, 4, lemme tell ya why
I haven't the slightest, I'm teaching your brightest
they're listening , clamouring
all the money in the world can't buy me
go ahead, lie to me
tell me again how your tortured
I wanna know how you followed your orders so well
you're full of shit
you want a dream, but this ain't it

If you're 555 im 666
If you're 555 im 666
If you're 555 im 666
If you're 555 im 666
If you're 555 then im 666
(whats it like to be a heretic?)
If your 555 then im 666
(Whats it like to be a heretic...)
If your 555 then im 666
(Whats it like to be a heretic...)
If your 555 then im 666
(Whats it like to be a heretic...)

Heretic
yeah

I dont wanna contain
I wanna the taste
I wanna the were out

You know me better then that
I wanna the leiture
I push any content
I know you fucked there
You never fall, you complete

How then you stay any state
Shared the only way
Someone need to see it all
Even if i wanted you

The anguished man
I am the anguished

I dont wanna see you
I dont wanna break
Your matter is contest
The angry man never contest
I have this is I years
I have a chance
I'm sorry, someone
I wont someone to late
Shut up, this sound decay
You are the only way
Fallow or let it die
All i wanna do is break

The anguished man
I am the anguished man
I am the anguished man
I am the damaged man
I am the anguished man.

I don't like a fuckin' thing! Music sucks dick
Suck the snot end off the tip of my prick
You fucking cunts, get up off of my back
I don't wanna do a show with your shitty
fuckin' band - You suck, they suck, guess what, get fucked
I can't think of any other words to say but fuck
Don't drag our opinions, our opinions are great
It's new school face muthafuckers I hate

[SO:] Local bands (suck these nuts)
U.S. bands (suck these nuts)
Worldwide bands (suck these nuts)
All you bands can suck these fuckin' nuts!
Go!

Don't berate me - Cuz you can't stop me
From breakin' your face - It's you I'll erase
It's Hate - Muthafucker - Hate - Muthafucker - Hate

[SO:] Local bands (suck these nuts)
U.S. bands (suck these nuts)
Worldwide bands (suck these nuts)
All you bands can suck these fuckin' nuts!
Go!

Life's so shitty, but ain't it fuckin' great? (4 times)

Get this or die! (26 times)

[SO:] Local bands (suck these nuts)
U.S. bands (suck these nuts)
Worldwide bands (suck these nuts)
All you bands can suck these fuckin' nuts!
Go!

So much shapes are taking form,
The lowest that these people get.
Never thought I would be broken,
By these peoples stupid shit.

Kill a stupid lost and confused person,
Never gonna be as sick as me!
These stupid polotics are driving me crazy,
Don't you ever fuck with me!

I'm dying!This is too deep.How the hell can my blood seep?!
This is nothing,it came too quick!
It's ge-o-me-trick.

You whine and complain, but look who's talking,
With your big ego and battle scars.
On a ghost ship, your the last one,
Your head will just be another star.

Why the hell are you still here,
elaborate please?!
You can't beseech my rage and anger,
Don't you ever fuck with me!


I'm dying!This is too deep.How the hell can my blood seep?!
This is nothing,it came too quick!
It's ge-o-me-trick.

Don't you ever fuck with me.
Don't you ever fuck with me.
Don't you ever fuck with me.
Don't you ever fuck with me!
Don't you ever fuck with me!
Don't you ever fuck with me!
Don't you ever fuck with mw!
You won't live to fuck with me!

I'm dying!This is too deep.How the hell can my blood seep?!
This is nothing,it came too quick!
It's ge-o-me-trick.

Gently, my mind escapes into the relaxing
world of pleasure, a pleasure that'll take
my mind off the realities of my life,
my past life... life as I know it now.

And whatever may come, it slowly
disappears to somewhere in the back
of my mind. It will remain there,
until I wish to retrieve it.

Yes, I will stay here for a while,
for I need the break. A break from the
pressures of life, and everything
that lays in the palm of life's hands... Yah! Oooh...

This mode is incredible. It's out of
this world. Too bad I must always leave it...
... that's life.
... that's life.
... that's life.
... that's life.

...SHIFT!
...SHIFT!
...SHIFT!
...SHIFT!
...SHIFT!