Nurthon Blog

THOU SHALT NOT
Kill your Fathers - Destroy another Life
Question everything we clung to for years
Live Forever - Design a Better Death
Confuse a liar with a savior from fear
Create a Myth and Separate the Chosen Ones
Adolescent Independence / Dominion
I only wanna believe in fuckin' anything
But now my conscience is contradicting everything

THE ENDING'S THE SAME / THE WORLD WILL NOT CHANGE
THE ANSWER IS CLEAR...

Tell your Mothers they have no Sons or Daughters
Blame yourselves because your Children are Mine
We are Orphans, but we are not Forgotten
And we will find a way to save us this time
We can run, but we are tired of running
We're dropping seconds in a glass 'til we die
We only wanna believe in fuckin' everything
But we're alive and we're not accepting anything

THE ENDING'S THE SAME / THE WORLD WILL NOT CHANGE
THE ANSWER IS CLEAR... ANNIHILATION

I won't control or restrain things I do not understand
Now I realize I'm STRONGER BETTER
They gave to me now I give to you the means to burn the thoughts I had
Now I realize I'm STRONGER BETTER MORE

WE HAVE TO SAVE OURSELVES

I will never become another piece
Inside the Paralytic Construct I hate
Live Forever? Well, I would rather die
At least I'd know I wasn't theirs to create
This is yours, but you had better choose
Before they take away your right to decide
I guess I'll never believe in fuckin' anything
But my solace is I CAN HANDLE EVERYTHING

THE ENDING'S THE SAME / THE WORLD WILL NOT CHANGE
THE ANSWER IS CLEAR... OBLITERATION

I won't control or restrain things I do not understand
Now I realize I'm STRONGER BETTER
They gave to me now I give to you the means to burn the thoughts I had
Now I realize I'm STRONGER BETTER
I won't control or restrain things I do not understand
Now I realize I'm STRONGER BETTER
They gave to me now I give to you the means to burn the thoughts I had
Now I realize I'm STRONGER BETTER
MORE

WE HAVE TO SAVE OURSELVES

I am a product, of your conduct
The uncontrollable urges that made me have made us all
Are you proud? Do you even care?
You taught us all to lie, that's how we made it here

You should've buried the truth with your secrets,
But you were far too impressed with your pretence
Now as far as I know, I don't know anything
Cause you made damn sure, I wasn't anything

Distractions, Reactions
The only way to go is to go away
Discarded, Retarded
Before I let you go, you have to let me

Clawed away from human clay
We are the broken shards the art disarray
Before you condemn, you rape them
(Feed us meconium!)
stunt our growth from our souls to our throat
You shouldn't wall us up with your apathy
But you did and now you're only growing enemies
This is the catalyst, the alpha, the first breed
Cause you made damn sure, now we're everything

Distractions, Reactions
The only way to go is to go away
Discarded, Retarded
Before I let you go, you have to let me

Much to my surprise
I will wake up and follow the path of the ones i am made of.
This time I won't give in
I will save you from my sins

(What is wrong with this...Manipulation...Violence and Chaotic)

Ensconed in all that's wrong
I slam you shut, I can only take so much
How many times do I have to mistreat you?
constantly biting of my hand as I feed you
Maybe now you'll understand severity
I'll sum it up with the best of amount of brevity

Welcome to the transformation
Welcome to annihilation
Welcome to the man that wanted
Everything, but couldn't have it

Distractions, Reactions
The only way to go is to go away
Discarded, Retarded
Before I let you go, you have to let me

Much to my surprise, I'll wake up
I will wake up and follow the path of the ones i am made of
This time I won't give in
I will save you from my sins

Save you from my sins
Save you from my sins

I felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear that stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.
I felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear that stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

Goodbye!

I wipe it off the tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This isn't the way I picture me
I can't control my shakes, how the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?

I felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear that stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed

Get outta my head cause I don't need this
Why didn't I see this?
But I'm a victim Manchurian candidate
I have sinned by just
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away!

I felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear that stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed
I felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear that stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

Goodbye!

You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
The flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free
You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
The flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free

I felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear that stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed
I felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear that stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

AND I WAIT FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

clear that stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.
I felt the air rise up in me
Kneel down and clear that stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed

AND I WAIT FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've felt the air rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander OUT where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

I've felt the air rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander OUT where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

Goodbye!

I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I can't control my shakes, how the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?

I've felt the air rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander OUT where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

Get outta my head cause I don't need this
Why didn't I see this?
I'm a victim Manchurian candidate
I have sinned by just
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away!

I've felt the air rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed

I've felt the air rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander OUT where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

Goodbye!

You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
The flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free
You haven't learned a- THING
I haven't changed a- THING
The flesh was in my- BONES
The pain was always- FREE

I've felt the air rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander OUT where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

I've felt the air rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander OUT where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!

She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable
She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad

But I won't let this build up inside of me(x4)

I catch in my throat
Choke
Torn into pieces
I won't - no
I don't wanna be this

But I won't let this build up inside of me(x4)

She isn't real
I can't make her real

She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalities
So fragile, yet so devious
She continues to see
Climatic hands that press her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home... Forever

Oh... She's the only one that makes me sad

She is everything and more... The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia, bathed in possession
She is home to me
I get nervous, perverse, when I see her it's worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never
She's coming home... Forever.

Oh... She's the only one that makes me sad

Hard to say what caught my attention
Fixed and crazy... Aphid attraction
Carve my name in my face... To recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize

I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me...

I'm a slave and I am a master
No restraints and unchecked collectors
I exist through my needs... to self-oblige
She is something in me that I despise

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me!

She isn't real...
I can't make her real
She isn't real...
I can't make her real.

I know my uses / I have my pride / But my heart is still untamed
I learned my lessons / I've conquered Death / I go on and I'm unashamed
I'll paint your bones to match my eyes / They're the darkest that I never seen
Until I'm lucid, I can't be told
I know my voices / They tell me to BELIEVE

Another fucking accident out of control / All the attitudes will never change
My Imitations are leading the way
I can't accept that I still don't find this strange

In light of my ability to feel denial
I walk away from everything with just a smile
The Agony of Coming Home has gone away
It's Everywhere / It's Everyone / It's Every Day

ARE YOU READY FOR THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE

I beg your pardon / I'm out of the way / A new conspiracy has taken my place
So over and over, I smell the decay
Believe what you want to - The Cycle Stays The Same

In light of my ability to undermine
I walk away from apathy - I'm feeling fine
The Agony of Cynicism beckons me
It's Everywhere / It's Everyone / It's Everything

ARE YOU READY FOR THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE

LET'S - PRETEND - WE'RE NOT AT THE END
PRETEND - THAT WE HAVE NOTHING LEFT

ARE YOU READY FOR THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE

LET'S - PRETEND - WE'RE NOT AT THE END
PRETEND - THAT WE HAVE NOTHING LEFT

I pick my face for five minutes flat
Before I sit on the toilet...and let the poop out
Three zits, a pound of shit
Some wind ripped from me
In the strangest manner that had
Broke away my asshole

AS I SIT THERE
WITH MY BUNS SPREAD WIDE OPEN
A GIANT POOP STARTS TO COME FROM ME
"OWY MOMMY IT HURTS!"
I WIMPERED AND SAID
"ITS FROM THE TACO THAT I WAS FED!"
Mommy said "don't hesitate
JUST PUSH HARDER, DO IT FOR MOMMY!"

It's a big hard ball of poop, it rips the skin
Of my bum-hole, oh no, it's bleedin' now
I've got a big blunt object in me-bum
Just let the blood run red AND I CAN FEEL IT!

Holding my shit until the time is right
Holding my shit until the time is right
Holding my shit until the time is right
Holding my shit...
It's time x4

HOLDING (my shit)
HOLDING (my shit)
HOLDING (my shit)
HOLDING...

[Screaming in pain]

The poo poo - Inside me
The poo is - Inside me
The poo is - Against me
My mommy - Beside me
Squeezing out the pieces
Pushing out the shit
One more, two more
I dont want to poo no more
One more, two more
I dont want to poo no more
Inside the peices the corn hide from you
I want to see it
Spread before me
Poo - Is the only thing
That I would rather see
Getting flushed before me

I want it
I need it x4

I shit!

I don't want not to poo
I want to poo
I wanna poo
I'd rather poo
I wanna poo
You bitch

I don't need you anymore
I don't need you

IT'S POO TIME! x12

My friends are all hurting from moments and regrets and charity laced with a lie
And still we keep hoping, to fix all the defects and strengthen these seminal ties
We go on together for better or worse, our history is too real to hate
Now and forever we stay until morning, and promise to fight for our fate

'Til we die
'Til we die

The start of the journey is every bit worth it, I can't let you down anymore
The sky is still clearing, we're never afraid and the consequence opens the door
I've never stopped trying, I've never stopped feeling like family is much more than blood
Don't go on without me, the piece that I represent complements each and every one

'Til we die
'Til we die

We won't be forgotten, we'll never give in
This war we've achieved has allowed us to win

'Til we die
'Til we die

My last true confession will open your eyes, I've never known trust like the Nine
Let it be spoken, let it be screamed, they'll never ever take us alive

'Til we die
'Til we die

We won't be forgotten, we'll never give in
This war we've achieved has allowed us to win

Carry on
Carry on

We'll never be broken, we won't be denied, our war is the pressure we need to unite
We'll never be broken, we won't be denied, our war is the pressure we need to unite

'Til we die
'Til we die

We won't be forgotten, we'll never give in
This war we've achieved has allowed us to win

Carry on
Carry on

We'll never be broken, we won't be denied, our war is the pressure we need to unite

'Til we die
'Til we die
'Til we die

We won't be forgotten, we'll never give in
This war we've achieved has allowed us to win
We'll never be broken, we won't be denied, our war is the pressure we need to unite

One
Two
Three
NIL!!!

(Yeah!)

Chaos - it's just the beginning
Every promise I made I'm rescinding
Center mass in the middle of the monster
I'm getting tired of drowning the constant

Cry for help
It's debatable
The only reason that you love me is
I'm hated by all

COME ON!
Come see dysfunction
I guess we're gunna leave it
Open for discussion

WHO AM I?
Where am I going?

Maybe I'm looking in the wrong direction
Maybe I'm looking for any direction

This is not my war
This is not my fight
This is something more
This is not my life
This is not my revolution
This is not my convolution
This is not my expectation
This is not my desperation

(Yeah!)

Holed up, scarred, and tamed for the hell of it
Look at me, I am the glorified malcontent
Save me, save this
All I got to do is give up
And all is forgiven
I'm sick

Of being the butt of a cosmic joke
And I don't get the punchline
A million people lined up for miles
To see the great big mouth

SHUT UP AND APOLOGIZE!

This is not my war
This is not my fight
This is something more
This is not my life

This is not my revolution
This is not my convolution
This is not my only reason to question why

TODAY I SAID GOODBYE!
GOODBYE!
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
TODAY I SAID GOODBYE!
GOODBYE!
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
TODAY I SAID GOODBYE!
GOODBYE!
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
TODAY I SAID GOODBYE!
GOODBYE!
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
TODAY I SAID GOODBYE!

(Yeah!)

I'm the pariah (Break Me)
I am the liar (Save Me)
I can take anything (Make Me)
Accuse me of everything (Kill Me)

Cut off the system (Enslave Me)
Deny my existence (Erase Me)
I won't be afraid (Try Me)
I won't be unmade (Free Me!)

COME ON!
Break it off
COME ON!
Buy the lie
COME ON!
Say it
SAY IT!
COME ON!
SAY GOODBYE!

GOODBYE!
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
TODAY I SAID GOODBYE!
GOODBYE!
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
TODAY I SAID GOODBYE!
GOODBYE!
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
TODAY I SAID GOODBYE!
GOODBYE!
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
TODAY I SAID GOODBYE!

One (One)
Two (Two)
Three (Three)
NIL!!!

YES!!!

WELCOME HOME
Mother Nature is a Coward (Mother Nature is a Whore)
No More Presence / No More Power (I pray for death, by the hour)
Cut Another Smile Into Me (Into ME is All You Are)
My Artifice won't Recognize Me (You won't find me)... Anymore

Post-Traumatic War Machines / The Pessimists still won't believe
Throw away my past mistakes / It's all I came to feel
Let my weapons be your CHILDREN / Let my armies be your DAMNED
Try to suffer on in silence / TRY TO STOP ME IF YOU CAN

PNEUMATIC DESTROYER - PATHETIC SEDUCER
DISTORTION SUFFICIENT
SOME DAY - ONE DAY - WE'LL LIVE OUR LIVES AGAIN

My Ghosts Have Found Their Way Back Home
I have every right to kill my own
I am something now that never could exist
My Anguish Conquers All / Pay The Price And Watch Me Fall
My Only Key Is Broken - My Broken Key Is Only... ME

PNEUMATIC DESTROYER - PATHETIC SEDUCER
DISTORTION SUFFICIENT
SOME DAY - ONE DAY - WE'LL LIVE OUR LIVES AGAIN

You utter waste of tired flesh - It doesn't matter if you can't progress
Even now they still create me - Give me your ignorance / IRRITATE ME
I am made of the same debris - You want it all but you didn't want me
Hypocrite with no real use - I'm alive... what's your excuse?

PNEUMATIC DESTROYER - PATHETIC SEDUCER
DISTORTION SUFFICIENT
SOME DAY - ONE DAY - WE'LL LIVE OUR LIVES AGAIN
PNEUMATIC DESTROYER - PATHETIC SEDUCER
DISTORTION SUFFICIENT
SOME DAY - ONE DAY - WE'LL LIVE OUR LIVES AGAIN

WE'LL LIVE OUR LIVES AGAIN

Way around the world
things fell verry cold
and my hart drips painfull blood
and my tears soaked in mud

help me this stalker is hauntin my every move help me im diein and eating my pie!

i wanna eat my pie i wanna i wanna i wannna eat my pie eat my pig eat your face eat the world and our race!!

all the way to the top
you smeel like a smelly cunt your a wanker the wanker with spunk!

(Yeah)

I can see you but you can't see me
I could touch you and you wouldn't even feel me
Wait a second and you'll settle down
I'm just waiting, 'til you really let your guard down
You're relaxed, you're sublime, you're amazing
You don't even know the danger you're facing
If I'm quiet, I'll slide up behind you
And if you hear me I'll enjoy trying to find you

I've been with you all day
I'm trying to stay calm
I'm impatient and it's really hard to breathe
I'm going to empty you and fill you in with me

Just keep the violence down
Not yet - don't make a sound
Oh God I'm feeling it
It's reaching fever pitch
My skin is caving in
My heart is driving out
No mercy, no remorse
Let nature take its course

Watching - Bring me to my knees
waiting - I am your disease
Lover - set my symptom free
Covered - You can't stop me

(shh, wait, shh, no, wait, wait, no, shh, wait, wait, not yet, no, wait, wait)

I'm sweating through my veins
I'm trying to hold on
It's unbearable, it's almost worse for me
I'm gonna tear you apart and make you see
MAKE YOU SEE!

Watching - Bring me to my knees
waiting - I am your disease
Lover - set my symptom free
Covered - you can't stop me

This is the virus
THE VIRUS OF LIFE
This is inside us
The crisis, the knife
This is the virus
The virus of life
This is inside us
The crisis, the knife

It's almost time to play
It's time to be afraid
I can't control the pain
I can't control in vain
Oh God I'm ready now
You're almost ready now
I'm gonna love you now
I'm gonna break you down
I see you in the dark
I see you all the way
I see you in the light
I see you plain as day
I wanna touch your face
I wanna touch your soul
I wanna wear your face
I WANNA BREAK IT ALL!

Watching - Bring me to my knees
waiting - I am your disease
Lover - set my symptom free
Covered - You can't love me

This is the virus, the virus of life
This is inside us, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life
This is inside us, the virus of life

THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE!
THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE!
THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE!
THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE!

Too tragic to stay with you
Too static to try for you
These scars, they swallow hard
The part of the past that's hollow and dark
Too horrid to kill for you
Too sordid to die with you
Unstable as always, come down
Everything else is just dust and sound

SEPARATE (I've lost my only way)
SEPARATE (I've lost my only way)
SEPARATE (I've lost my only way)
SEE THE SHAPE (Broken and thrown away)

I'd give it all away, come take it all away
You can't resent the fear
Somebody tell me how I got here
I'd give it all to you, come take it, it's all for you
The noise is so damn loud, but
Everything else is just dust and sound

SEPARATE (I've lost my only way)
SEPARATE (I've lost my only way)
SEPARATE (I've lost my only way)
SEE THE SHAPE (Broken and thrown away)

I don't wanna do this anymore
Everything's shit - everything's been taken
Forsaken - gotta start it over cuz I'm hearing it
Backwards - DON'T make sense - DON'T feel better
Who's better? It's not that simple
You gotta figure it out before you make things difficult
It's not a word, it's a problem, the problem was easy
Draw your conclusions - solutions?
Anybody else wanna run?
Contorting, distorting - I am undone
One less propaganda nightmare fixture
Are you getting the picture?

YEAH!

Pathetic (benign)
Accept it (undermined)
Your opinion (my justification)
Happy (safe)
Servent (caged)
Malice (utter weakness)
No toleration
Invade (kill me)
Enraged (admit it)
Don't condescend (don't even disagree)
Desire(decay)
Dissapoint(delay)
You suffered then, now suffer unto me


Obsession, take another look.
Remember, every chance you took.
Decide - either live with me
Or give up - any thought you have of being free

(Don't go) i never wanted anybody more than i wanted you
(I know) the only thing i ever really loved, was hate.

Anyone(no) anything,(yes)
Anyway(fall)anybody(will), anybody(kill me)
I want(you)i need(you)i love(you)
I won't(let anybody have you)
Obey(me)believe(me)just trust(me)
Worship(me)live for(me)
Be grateful(now)be honest(now)
Be precious(now)be mine(just love me)

Possesion(feed my only vice)
Confession(i won't tell you twice)
Decide(either die for me)
Or give up - any thought you had of being free

(don't go)i never wanted anybody more than i wanted you
(i know)the only thing i ever really loved,was hurting you.
(dont go)i never wanted anybody more than i wanted you
(i know)the only thing i ever really loved,was hate.

Stay inside the hole,let me take control.(dominate)
You were nothing more,you were something less(innocent)
Something had to give,something had to break(omnipresent)
Fingers on your skin,let my savage in.(you deserve it)

YOU DESERVE IT

(don't go)i never wanted anybody more than i wanted you(i wanted you)
(i know)the only thing i ever really loved,was hurting you.(was hurting you)
(dont go)i never wanted anybody more than i wanted you(i wanted you)
(i know)the only thing i ever really loved,was hate.

You're mine(i know who you are)
You're mine(i know who you are)
You're mine
YOU'RE MINE

8...6...7...3.... Uh.... Umm...2...5...4...1!

YEAH!

I'm a failing student and I don't get it yet.
Got a super bad mark and got hit on the head.
I don't wanna be a winner; I just wanna eat my dinner
I'm just a retard, a homework neglecter.
A hideous fag that you don't understand
assign a worksheet and I'm guaranteed to fuckin snap
can't concentrate, it's too much.
Equations, problem solving, a geek isn't what I wanna be

222 plus 555, equals 666
444 plus 555, equals 666
Nope! It's 111 plus 555 equals 666!!!
[What's it like to be bad at mathematics?]
111 plus 555 equals 666!!!
[What's it like to be bad at mathematics?!]

Everybody's so intelligent!
Everybody's so completely sure what the answers are
while everybody calculates I'm miles away
got a blank face
"solve: (5x133)+1"... I don't know what to say
I cant do this! it may look easy to you
But it's hard for me, I wish that I knew
but I don't cause I cant do the math, I got
a D- on my test which is fine because I gave it my best shot!

222 plus 555, equals 666
444 plus 555, equals 666
Nope! It's 111 plus 555 equals 666!!!
[What's it like to be bad at mathematics?]
111 plus 555 equals 666!!!
[What's it like to be bad at mathematics?!]

YEAH!

I... Hate... MATHEMATICS!

YEAH!

30 questions... "16, 8, 4, find the pattern." WHY!?!?
I haven't the slightest, I�m not the brightest
they're listening, calculating
all the math in the world doesn�t make sense to me
go ahead, lie to me
tell me again how I'm not retarded
I wanna know why you keep telling me I'm not, well,
That's just bullshit...
I'm.. Just...mentally challenged...yeah.. That's it!

333 plus 555, equals 666
555 plus 555, equals 666
Nope! It's 111 plus 555 equals 666!
[What's it like to be bad at mathematics?]
000 plus 555 equals 666!!!
[What's it like to be bad at...]
MATHEMATICS!

ONE, TWO, THREE!!!

YEAH!!!

DROP IT!!!

Bones in the water and dust in my lungs
Absorbing archaic like a sponge
The ultimate way is the way you control
But can you stay if you detach your soul
Bury the present and squeeze out the past
The ones you endear to never last
Chemical burns and the animalistic
I'm just anohter hardline pseudo-statistic

Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?

Blood on the paper and skin on my teeth
Trying to commit to whats beneath
To find the time is to lose the momentum
You learn the lessons and immediately forget them
Automatic and out of my reach
Consult all the waste to find the key
Minimal life and the polysyllabic
I'm just another blank page - push the button, pull the rage

Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?

I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I'm uneven

I am the damaged one
All my life and the damage done

Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this

I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I'm uneven

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Kill Me
tattered and torn
Something aches
tattered and torn
Bad things slither
tattered and torn
My floors are burning down
tattered and torn
And I can't find a window

tattered and torn
This is medieval
tattered and torn
This is cerebral
tattered and torn
Suffocated
tattered and torn
Melodramatic

tattered and torn
Driven to the verge of
tattered and torn
I make you my enemy
tattered and torn
The nerves you sever
tattered and torn
Can serve you better

tattered and torn
In the blink of an eye
tattered and torn
In the space of a second
tattered and torn
Open my wrists
tattered and torn
Give me my lessons

Tearing myself apart
From the things that make me hurt!

Voices speakin' clearly yet undefined.
I got so many choices every day it's like wastin' time.
Lay down let me love you one more time.
Apathy is a virtue in my mind.

Pre chorus:
She took me high, she took me low where I wanted to go.
Although never did she know my intention not to mention
the suspension was catching' up.
So often do we hide the beast in us.
One time should've been enough for me.
Two times would have had to set you free.
Three time on your own, better off dead
and you really should have listened the first time I said

Chorus:
You should have never made the change.
I'm like a needle to the vein.
Just when you thought I stayed the same
I blew my cover.
No, my self esteem was so low
my self esteem was so low
my self esteem was so low
And never will I let this go
No, my self esteem was so low
No, my self esteem was so low
No, my self esteem was so low
And never will I let this go...
Switch! (Oppose the opposition)
Bitch! (Avoid my premonition)
Fuck you undo
all the lies I see right through you.
Switch! (Oppose the opposition)
Bitch! (Avoid my premonition)
Fuck you undo
all the lies I see right through you.

Tempted one more time above the truth untold.
Truth is little boy just needs someone to hold.
I'm here little angel let's fly away Yeah.
Strip you of every last purity that ever came your way.

Pre chorus:
Chorus:

FUCK YOU ALL!

Running out of ways to run
I can't see, I can't be
Over and over and under my skin
All this attention is DOING ME IN!

FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
DON'T EVER judge ME!

Picking through the parts exposed
Taking shape, taking shag
Over and over and under my skin
All this MOMENTUM is DOING ME IN!

FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
"Don't ever judge me!
And don't you fuckint touch me"
Burn!

You got all my love, livin' in your own hate
Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate
Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back
Every damn word I say is a sneak attack
When I get my hands on you
Ain't a fucking thing you can do
"Get fast " cuz you're never gonna get me
I am the very disease you pretend to be

I am the push that makes you move (x4)

FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
DON'T EVER judge ME! (X2)

Burn!