Nurthon Blog

She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalities
So fragile, yet so devious
She continues to see
Climatic hands that press her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home... Forever

Oh... She's the only one that makes me sad

She is everything and more... The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia, bathed in possession
She is home to me
I get nervous, perverse, when I see her it's worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never
She's coming home... Forever.

Oh... She's the only one that makes me sad

Hard to say what caught my attention
Fixed and crazy... Aphid attraction
Carve my name in my face... To recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize

I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me...

I'm a slave and I am a master
No restraints and unchecked collectors
I exist through my needs... to self-oblige
She is something in me that I despise

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me!

She isn't real...
I can't make her real
She isn't real...
I can't make her real.

I know my uses / I have my pride / But my heart is still untamed
I learned my lessons / I've conquered Death / I go on and I'm unashamed
I'll paint your bones to match my eyes / They're the darkest that I never seen
Until I'm lucid, I can't be told
I know my voices / They tell me to BELIEVE

Another fucking accident out of control / All the attitudes will never change
My Imitations are leading the way
I can't accept that I still don't find this strange

In light of my ability to feel denial
I walk away from everything with just a smile
The Agony of Coming Home has gone away
It's Everywhere / It's Everyone / It's Every Day

ARE YOU READY FOR THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE

I beg your pardon / I'm out of the way / A new conspiracy has taken my place
So over and over, I smell the decay
Believe what you want to - The Cycle Stays The Same

In light of my ability to undermine
I walk away from apathy - I'm feeling fine
The Agony of Cynicism beckons me
It's Everywhere / It's Everyone / It's Everything

ARE YOU READY FOR THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE

LET'S - PRETEND - WE'RE NOT AT THE END
PRETEND - THAT WE HAVE NOTHING LEFT

ARE YOU READY FOR THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE

LET'S - PRETEND - WE'RE NOT AT THE END
PRETEND - THAT WE HAVE NOTHING LEFT

I pick my face for five minutes flat
Before I sit on the toilet...and let the poop out
Three zits, a pound of shit
Some wind ripped from me
In the strangest manner that had
Broke away my asshole

AS I SIT THERE
WITH MY BUNS SPREAD WIDE OPEN
A GIANT POOP STARTS TO COME FROM ME
"OWY MOMMY IT HURTS!"
I WIMPERED AND SAID
"ITS FROM THE TACO THAT I WAS FED!"
Mommy said "don't hesitate
JUST PUSH HARDER, DO IT FOR MOMMY!"

It's a big hard ball of poop, it rips the skin
Of my bum-hole, oh no, it's bleedin' now
I've got a big blunt object in me-bum
Just let the blood run red AND I CAN FEEL IT!

Holding my shit until the time is right
Holding my shit until the time is right
Holding my shit until the time is right
Holding my shit...
It's time x4

HOLDING (my shit)
HOLDING (my shit)
HOLDING (my shit)
HOLDING...

[Screaming in pain]

The poo poo - Inside me
The poo is - Inside me
The poo is - Against me
My mommy - Beside me
Squeezing out the pieces
Pushing out the shit
One more, two more
I dont want to poo no more
One more, two more
I dont want to poo no more
Inside the peices the corn hide from you
I want to see it
Spread before me
Poo - Is the only thing
That I would rather see
Getting flushed before me

I want it
I need it x4

I shit!

I don't want not to poo
I want to poo
I wanna poo
I'd rather poo
I wanna poo
You bitch

I don't need you anymore
I don't need you

IT'S POO TIME! x12

My friends are all hurting from moments and regrets and charity laced with a lie
And still we keep hoping, to fix all the defects and strengthen these seminal ties
We go on together for better or worse, our history is too real to hate
Now and forever we stay until morning, and promise to fight for our fate

'Til we die
'Til we die

The start of the journey is every bit worth it, I can't let you down anymore
The sky is still clearing, we're never afraid and the consequence opens the door
I've never stopped trying, I've never stopped feeling like family is much more than blood
Don't go on without me, the piece that I represent complements each and every one

'Til we die
'Til we die

We won't be forgotten, we'll never give in
This war we've achieved has allowed us to win

'Til we die
'Til we die

My last true confession will open your eyes, I've never known trust like the Nine
Let it be spoken, let it be screamed, they'll never ever take us alive

'Til we die
'Til we die

We won't be forgotten, we'll never give in
This war we've achieved has allowed us to win

Carry on
Carry on

We'll never be broken, we won't be denied, our war is the pressure we need to unite
We'll never be broken, we won't be denied, our war is the pressure we need to unite

'Til we die
'Til we die

We won't be forgotten, we'll never give in
This war we've achieved has allowed us to win

Carry on
Carry on

We'll never be broken, we won't be denied, our war is the pressure we need to unite

'Til we die
'Til we die
'Til we die

We won't be forgotten, we'll never give in
This war we've achieved has allowed us to win
We'll never be broken, we won't be denied, our war is the pressure we need to unite

One
Two
Three
NIL!!!

(Yeah!)

Chaos - it's just the beginning
Every promise I made I'm rescinding
Center mass in the middle of the monster
I'm getting tired of drowning the constant

Cry for help
It's debatable
The only reason that you love me is
I'm hated by all

COME ON!
Come see dysfunction
I guess we're gunna leave it
Open for discussion

WHO AM I?
Where am I going?

Maybe I'm looking in the wrong direction
Maybe I'm looking for any direction

This is not my war
This is not my fight
This is something more
This is not my life
This is not my revolution
This is not my convolution
This is not my expectation
This is not my desperation

(Yeah!)

Holed up, scarred, and tamed for the hell of it
Look at me, I am the glorified malcontent
Save me, save this
All I got to do is give up
And all is forgiven
I'm sick

Of being the butt of a cosmic joke
And I don't get the punchline
A million people lined up for miles
To see the great big mouth

SHUT UP AND APOLOGIZE!

This is not my war
This is not my fight
This is something more
This is not my life

This is not my revolution
This is not my convolution
This is not my only reason to question why

TODAY I SAID GOODBYE!
GOODBYE!
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
TODAY I SAID GOODBYE!
GOODBYE!
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
TODAY I SAID GOODBYE!
GOODBYE!
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
TODAY I SAID GOODBYE!
GOODBYE!
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
TODAY I SAID GOODBYE!

(Yeah!)

I'm the pariah (Break Me)
I am the liar (Save Me)
I can take anything (Make Me)
Accuse me of everything (Kill Me)

Cut off the system (Enslave Me)
Deny my existence (Erase Me)
I won't be afraid (Try Me)
I won't be unmade (Free Me!)

COME ON!
Break it off
COME ON!
Buy the lie
COME ON!
Say it
SAY IT!
COME ON!
SAY GOODBYE!

GOODBYE!
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
TODAY I SAID GOODBYE!
GOODBYE!
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
TODAY I SAID GOODBYE!
GOODBYE!
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
TODAY I SAID GOODBYE!
GOODBYE!
Oh I didn't need to leave
To stay right here
TODAY I SAID GOODBYE!

One (One)
Two (Two)
Three (Three)
NIL!!!

YES!!!